emo. louis

 - 10^th July 1985
 - neither cute nor charming in any ways
 - the one with a broken heart left un-mend

. my loud exhaust BUS!
. carebears (champ champ)
. my melody & Kuromi
. LIQUORS
. whip CREAMS !!!
. beach & nice ambience places

. Agatha
. Angel
. Angie
. Annabelle
. Charmaine
. Cindy
. Cynnthia
. Ebel
. Elaine
. Gabriel
. Glenna
. Huihui
. Ivy
. Ivon
. Jassmin
. Joan
. Kerlynn
. Mark
. Meijin
. Nicole
. Peifen
. Samantha
. Shirley
. Steffy
. Stella
. Terry




Archives Day 353 of agony Day 352 of agony Day 330 of agony Day 323 of agony Day 319 of agony Day 317 of agony Day 316 of agony Day 315 of agony Day 314 of agony Day 313 of agony January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 November 2009

Falling sick soon i guess. Symptoms are on its verge of approaching. Most probably due to the lack of sleeps i'm having. Mind is full of confusion... Had some Martell last night..

i'm missing the feeling of having a companion by my side. After all this while, it's gonna be a year soon, yet realising i'm still in a square piece. How glad would it be if i could have someone who cares for me, showering me with loves and be there for me whenever i'm alone.

Although friends are around, but they still do have some of their own commitments to commit to. Life sad, it's just like a repeat of your daily task. Is either work or you get to sleep. There's time for fun, but there's never a place filled with fun even though funny peoples are around.

Hoping for a love one to come by, yet still rather afraid of getting hurt again. The phobia of getting hurt is just too much for me to handle.

Silly .......

Labels: Ugly duckling seeking for love

Nothing to update actually. Hate myself for not being able to sleep everynight. Sigh!

Some things are just too good to be true in life.

Love me and cherish me for who i am and not taking me for granted like those heartless peoples who once hurt me so badly in the past. Once bitten twice shy, yet it is still a continual of one after another. Scariest and worst nightmare ever had !

I'm afraid to love, afraid to love so fast.
Because each time i fall in love, it never seems to last.

Labels: Nightmare

Shall do some sweet and short updates for the past week. All i can say is a hell week for me with all the late nights knock off hours.

Shall begin on Sunday night (18 Oct 2009). Went Telok blangah area, somewhere near to Vivo City for dinner with fellow cliques as the newly weds is giving us fellow brothers and sisters a treat for helping them out on their wedding day. Had Laksa Steamboat! After dinner, went over to Boatquay alone to meet up with Murphy and Weiqiang for some drinks.

As for Monday night, it's a long night for me cause i knocked off at 4am in the morning!

Tuesday night after work, went over to fetch Murphy and then to JB for petrol, supper as well as to meet up with Miki. What Murphy did to me shall not be mentioned! He himself will jolly well know it. And for Wednesday after work, went over to Boatquay again with Murphy for some buckets to kill the night. We even had some dispute with another customer over there.

Thursday night after work, went over to Bedok 85 for supper with fellow colleagues. Next, fetch Murphy and then to JB again for him to meet up with Miki. That's the distance relationship between them, hahas! Sucky right? lol..

And finally it's Friday, which is a day of no differences with any other days. After work, went over to meet fellow cliques for awhile as well as to collect my cashcard back from Patrick. Next, went down Boatquay alone again to meet up with Murphy and Weiqiang for some drinks.

As for Saturday, despite reaching home from Boatquay at 6am, i still woke up at 10am. Prepared myself and headed down to Marina Square's Paris International Buffet for lunch with some Officers and colleagues as a farewell gathering for our OC. Next, meet up with Gabriel, went Bugis for C&C and night time went over to the Airport to fetch the newly weds who just came back from their Honeymoon. After that, went over Bedok 85 for supper. Next, went Bugis for C&C again.

Thanks for the Chocolate and beers you guys bought for me and also helping me to buy my Armani Code. Much appreciated! =)

As for Sunday, which is yesterday, spent the whole evening reformatting my com. Else i wouldn't have come online today. Haha! Night time, went over to fetch Sam from work and then to Bugis for Mac while waiting for Yuren And Gabriel to come over. Again, went for C&C.

And for today, Monday (26 Oct 2009), worked as controller today with so many calls i've got to answer. Damn tiring yet still couldn't get to sleep.

My insomnia is getting bad and is real badly. Perhaps after you've gone and those torturings i did to myself causes all this.

Labels: Hell Week

It's back to a working day again. A tiring week i would say. Shall summarize abit to share what i've done for the week.

Thursday night went over to my poly's friend wedding over at Hilton Hotel. It's been so long since i last met up with those fellow mates. A nice evening i would say, catching up with old friends.

Friday went JB alone and almost got into a fight with one Singaporean at the Msia Custom. Freaking weak guy talk so much ask him come along with me yet never come. Spoil my mood for the day! Night time enter JB for the second time to help Patrick pump petrol for his car. The few of us didn't slept for the night and next was off to fetch the bride.

Saturday was Ken and Glenna's Wedding. 10 cars of ours all travelled in line throughout the journey to the bride's place. So many people just looked out from their window when we start horning and it looks so nice with all our 10 flower cars parked by the roadside. Shall not mention about the forfeits as it's pretty lengthy. After fetching the bride, went over to Marina Barrage for some shootings before we proceed on the the Bridegroom's house for the Tea Session. Next was vice versa, and evening was their wedding dinner. Short and sweet!

Congrats to Ken and Glenna! Stay happily ever after!

As for yesterday night, Ken and Glenna gave us brothers and sisters a dinner treat at somewhere near Vivo City. We had Laksa Steamboat. After that, went over boatquay to meet up with Murphy and Weiqiang for some drinks at Beer Belly.

Labels: Ken and Glenna Wedding

Yesterday was a stand down for everyone except for me and few others gotta go back to work. Again, i was chosen as a one man show tool store man. Doing all the daily accountability checks for that whole large tool store again! The worst part is when everyone from morning shift have already left at around 3pm yet no one came to inform me and i stupidly slacked over at the tool store till 4pm then i left. Wth!

Anyway, was having a very nice drinking session again last night over at Dragonfly with fellow cliques for the "Hen's Night". Hahas! Thanks to the Hen for that 2 bottles. Was asked by the girl next to our table to help her drink up the glass with basically more liqour than mixer as she loses the game of "Truth Or Dare". A Taiwan babe, lols! Sg is just too small, because the guy who was hanging out with them is my poly mate. No wonder i find him more and more familiar each time he talked to me.

That's about it for the "Hen's Night". Next would be tomorrow for the "Bachelor's Night".

Labels: Hen's Night at Dragonfly

Freaking shag! Being told to stand in as a tool store man for the day, yet it really turned out to be a one man show for me. Did my SOD for the whole freaking large tool store in the morning by myself. Been doing everything by myself for more than 3/4 of the day. Wth!

Another issue is the installer i bought yesterday can't be use! Waste my time and effort removing this and that, yet the outcome turned out this way.

Shall try doing abit of the CF on my frame to see whether does it really works anot.



Compromise is just a way of pleasing. Make nothing out of it.

Labels: Making nothing out in the store by wasting all this misc

A working Sunday for me slacking in the tool store watching President's Star Charity. Nice musical showcase! Didn't knew that Gurmit Singh could actually dance so well. Impressed!

Knocked off, met up with R, S, W, G and K for awhile before i head home. It's a off day tomorrow and i need to go over JB to get some things done.

After much consideration, Kuromi will not be out so soon till i get everything of mine to stable down first. Anyway, i don't use it that often, so it's ok to wait. Good things just need to wait !

There are two of you, each pulling in different directions. Today they find harmony.